what will you choose?

I was reading the book of exodus, first chapter,there is talking about Moses, Israelites and the Jesus Navin and Qaleb. (maybe in english Bible names is different). God said to Moses that only the Jesus and new generation of Israel will enter to the holly land, because they didn't doubt about it in their hearts. Suddenly while i was reading God showed me that in our life there is nthe same situation many time. there is period of stres and doubt in our life, when our mind is thinking only negative and doubt about healing and blessing and a.t.c. In this period of stress our mind becomes confused. It seems like we are two person in one body. 1 person- unbeliever, always doubt and always cry, don't like to fight. 2person-always believes that God is strong and He is bigger than any problem. I had the same situation many times. And in the time of reading God showed me that we have to make a choice:believe and go,keep going by faith and trust Him that He is always near protect,or be like some unbeliever part in Israel-old generation-only cry and deny God, and think that we will die in our problems. God showed me that everything is about what choice we will make. If we choose life we will live, and if we choose die we will die. maybe before us there is a ocean of problems and broken dreams but if we keep going to trust God and do what He comands in His word, He will make a way even in the ocean for us. But if we don't believe that God is allpowerful and He bcan solve eny problem in our life we will just block Him in our life and our future will be without God and without victory.  If we want to have victory, we must be close with God and believe. Believe means to wait and to be devoted. we must learn His comandment and follow Him, becaus He knows the way, He is the way and He is the Life.
 Shalom. 
God bless you.
I.K